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Monday, January 26th, 2004
2:48 pm - it is final.
okay, it's final.

this journal is no longer going to be updated.

i have decided that "roboskank" is a better expression of my personality. no, really.

roboskank

the end beginning. (again.)
3 bitches wuz like yowch!
11:18 am - blah blah scream at me.
so, i think i'm going to slowly move over to roboskank. you can add that but i won't start updating it for a while, i'm going to slowly move all my journal entries from all the journals i've had onto it.

very very slow, painful process, but it will be done.

that is all.
yowch!
9:45 am - it has been decided.
milk is my favorite food.

the end.
1 bitch wuz like yowch!
8:06 am - karma strikes again.
so it turns out the woman who wrote "the first wives club" died. but oh no, it gets worse. she died of complications resulting from plastic surgery. and she was only 54.

that is really just... disgusting and sad.
yowch!
Sunday, January 25th, 2004
11:59 am - ooh, so clever are we.
so, kel and i are rather clever. we created a new photography community! go check it out this instant!

photometry
2 bitches wuz like yowch!
Friday, January 23rd, 2004
10:18 am - WOW!
OMG OMG OMG I JUST LOOKED IN THE MIRROR AND IT TURNS OUT I HAVE HIP BONES AFTER ALL!!

OMG OMG OMG OMG!!

(no i'm not grossly skinny, i can just kind of see them now, they actually make a sort of convex impression! wow!)
5 bitches wuz like yowch!
9:29 am - OMG OMG OMG
okay so yeah i am awesome. i drew a fabulous picture in paint, FREEHAND.

i did it to show aaron the haircut i wanted, and i succeeded in being awesome, even if it's a retarded scene haircut. I THINK IT WILL LOOK CUTE! besides, in twenty years, i'll be able to look back and be like "oh my god, what was i THINKING?"

and duhhh, that's what life is all about!

so click, ho!Collapse )
10 bitches wuz like yowch!
4:47 am - i'm going to kick her ass, seriously
so okay, earlier, this guy imed me and said he'd had me on his friends list because i looked like kelly osbourne and she was like so cool and omg.

okay, what the fuck is up with that skank anyway? first, she copies my red hair, so i have to put up with all those "OMG ARE YOU TRYING TO LOOK LIKE KELLY OSBOURNE?" retards.

then, after i bleach my hair free of the red, i STILL get the "OMG ARE YOU TRYING TO LOOK LIKE KELLY OSBOURNE?" retards, because i find out that she has once again done the same hair color as me.

and JUST tonight i saw a commercial for that american idol host's show, and guess who was on? yep. and guess what color her hair is? yep. and guess what HAIRCUT she has? YES, EXACTLY THE HAIRCUT I WAS GOING TO GET AT THE END OF FEBRUARY.

seriously, what the fuck? for starters, i'd just like to make sure the world knows that I DO NOT LOOK LIKE HER. JUST because i happen to have SHORT hair does not mean i LOOK LIKE HER. IS THE ENTIRE WORLD BLIND, OR WHAT? secondly, THIS IS UNFAIR. does she have like, secret cameras on me? closed circuit television? IS THIS THE FUCKING ELI'S HAIR SHOW?

aljasdlkjaskfjugh!!!!

the motherfucking end.

(seriously though, i do NOT look like her! she is fat and annoying and bitchy and bratty and retarded. so seriously. STOP IT.)
18 bitches wuz like yowch!
4:17 am - blah blah blah the end.
today was boring, just like every other day since i've been sick. i have decided i must get better. it is driving me CRAZY to be stuck inside the house all the time. i haven't been outside of the house in a month, and i'm not exaggerating, because i'm discounting when i went to the doctor's office.

today i showed my mom the "toxic" video and she agrees with me that it's probably the weirdest thing in the world.

also, i have been playing the sims.

this makes me cool.
4 bitches wuz like yowch!
Sunday, January 18th, 2004
8:20 am - ummm... britney?
i don't understand, is the point of britney's "boys" video that she likes to have sex with mike meyers?

because really, WHAT THE FUCK. she is getting weird as FUCK...
2 bitches wuz like yowch!
5:36 am - uhhh... whatever hannah says.
FEBRUARY:
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but those not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

your turn.Collapse )
5 bitches wuz like yowch!
2:26 am - so i checked the scale yesterday...
and it turns out i've lost like 17 lbs while i've been sick. this is weird. usually i am like 155 lbs (yes, OMG, i know i'm fat) but when i weighed myself yesterday, i'm only 138 lbs. wow. this is weird, because it's not like i'm starving or throwing up all my food like i was when i first got sick, i'm just not that hungry that much.

that's actually kind of nice, because i eat as much as i want when i AM hungry, and i feel really full and content afterwards, but i just must not be eating as much. i find this very odd, and at the same time, kind of nice.

blah. i am quite sick of being sick, however. i hope to become well again soon, preferrably before my birthday.
3 bitches wuz like yowch!
Saturday, January 17th, 2004
1:27 pm - prefs: hide buddy list when minimized
elias, i finally figured out how to do that thing where the away message goes away when you minimize it.
1 bitch wuz like yowch!
11:38 am - oh goody!
eat shit. <3
6:58 am - <3 <3 <3
i also forgot to mention that my beautiful wonderful awesome amazing boyfriend bought me chapstick for my disgusting nasty cracked lips. yay!
yowch!
6:37 am - LAK OMG OMG OMG LMAO!!!!
so yeah, new journal layout and icon. they're very sexy and comic-book like. they make me feel cool, which is nice, because i'm not.

i still have mono, and that still sucks. other than that, i'm doing good.

woke up at midnight today.
7 bitches wuz like yowch!
Friday, January 16th, 2004
2:05 am
proof how much mapquest sucks:

Total Est. Time: 12 minutes
Total Est. Distance: 3.76 miles
yowch!
1:54 am
OMG HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

value village owns me!!
2 bitches wuz like yowch!
12:21 am
blah blah blah. i was feeling better, but now i feel a lot worse.

fucking mono, i'm gonna kick it in the face.

p.s. this awesome girl named sara is now hosting fight, so i also have a new email and stuff. it's ether@killdie.com, so you should all write me email and tell me how cool me and my site are.
1 bitch wuz like yowch!
Sunday, January 11th, 2004
9:50 pm
so yesterday i went to go see the nice doctor lady, and guess what the nice doctor lady says?

I HAVE MONO.

yum, ultimate SUCKAGE.
17 bitches wuz like yowch!
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